Intent

*stated intent (supposing one who tries to continue to know oneself

... better & better in a lifetime may be less prone to rationalization

... to defense mechanisms ... still ... if life is in fact a journey

... not a destination, then ... I can't suppose, at least some of the time, 

... to not be misguided by deeper seated motives than I would be 

... consciously aware of. That wrote, best I can find for now, intent is:

*sharing information, expressing myself


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Stated Purpose/Intent? ... um ... idunno, exactly ... it's mostly a type of therapeutic, I guess ... 

... helps, feels it does, to try and externalize/verbalize it all ... not like all of it feels

... ... comfortable to disclose ... ... doesn't feel exactly safe that way, maybe there really isn't a safe

... 0 to 100, how safe does it feel? ... ... ...

when my parents split for the last time, finally got the divorce, separated the times before it

... I don't know if something needed to be talked about, from inside ... 

... I don't study psychotherapy, I'm sure kids of divorce is likely a common theme ...

... it was as though (I'm all 'telepathic' these days) there were thoughts & maybe emotion ...

as though they were there and needed an avenue for talking about ... refer common themes

... I don't in this moment decades later recall exactly what they were

I do recall it felt like ('t'^) I had stuff just enough below the surface that I couldn't talk about

... though, close enough to it that I was sort of like peripherally aware of the cogitations(?)

It's as though, without the route for bringing those thoughts out in words ... I was distanced,

common thing, again, am sure.

Therapeutic practice to try and think the thoughts, feel the emotion, and place words with 'em.

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